Darkness, and Rain

The tunes brought forth the feelings of yesterday, now and tomorrow. What if we don't have what we had yesterday and what we gonna have the next second?

I still remember what I told wei zhi: Every person lives with an ultimate dream to achieve, but at the same time also living towards the ultimate goal of having no dream at all.

No matter whatever will the weather be in the next minute, my world is raining. Drops of jupiter in the first minute; tears in the next, following with laughters of satisfaction. A loop, slowly converging with age.

Hong Kong rained a few hours back. I still have a chance to beg for a clear blue sky at 10 am later. What's best will come on its own. I'm taking exam as how my destiny take me as who I am before, now and after.

Dreams dream a dream of my dream. Illusion? Nay. It's just you, it's just me, it's just whoever that might be.

钟声

今天，我开始沉淀：需要严肃，需要严谨，需要次序。

周杰伦的钢琴停留在他不可说的秘密里；

冷咖啡。。。我不喝咖啡。倒有喝啤酒。渐渐温了的啤酒，在它的气泡随空气而消失时，我突然惊恐，自己迷糊地过了多少时间。

要我怎么捡；唯有从零开始的脚步。啤酒离开了杯垫，我依然留在我的桌上，揣摩公式。今天，我要爆发。

现在。

Do you have a death note?

Does any of you have death note? If you happen to have one, please write my name down on it and let me die cause sooner or later I will have a heart attack anyway. Please do ease my pain.

For illustration purposes,
Oct 09, Tuesday - ielm homework submission
Oct 11, Thursday - civl242 homework submission
Oct 17, Wednesday - civl231 quiz
Oct 18, Thursday - civl231 midterm
Oct 18, Thursday - civl242 homework submission
Oct 19, Friday - civl270 lab report submission
Oct 20, Saturday - civl242 midterm
Oct 20, Saturday - civl270 field trip (12.00 noon to 9 pm)
Oct 22, Monday - econ110 midterm
Oct 22, Monday - research topic presentation
Oct 25, Thursday - civl242 homework submission
Oct 29, Monday - sosc324 midterm
Oct 30, Tuesday - civl253 midterm
Oct 31, Wednesday - ielm202 midterm

Let's face it. I still have at least 3 sets of homeworks unannounced which will come in between. At least two more sosc324 labs come in between. At least one final project of sosc324 will commence about Oct 31. And for god's sake I just completed a 27 pages research paper. Also, for god's mercy, my scholarship hasn't arrived and I am having in average one meal per day.

Kira, please. Do the honor before the torturing.

Come October

Come October and the seasonal wind in Hong Kong reminds me of the its renewed strength. On the way back from Taiwan to Hong Kong the plane shook tremendously. At a fraction of second I nearly thought I would have been in heaven. Well, at least it's not a bad feeling. Kinda more like philosophical thinking.

Come October and here I am, officially back in Hong Kong for a month. 2 months and 18 days I will be back in Penang again, having the time of my life. Travel makes people sick. And I kinda sick of travelling. But then inexplicably sometimes travelling does push the better part of me towards another height. In Hong Kong Lantau airport yesterday night I was caught by the mere thought of going beyond myself. The very promise I made a year ago.

My friends, I understand that all of us has started to get a life of our own. But when you feel lonely and sat down in front of the computer and read my post, you should know that I thought of you guys too at this moment. No worries. One day we will re-unite again, and back to that good old days of ours. Only that this time the new hope lies in the future. May all of you stay healthy always and happy at heart.

Come October and it's time to settle down. Here we go. The tightrope walker has another mission to accomplish, again. Just that this time the rope has shrunk even more. Let's see what will the strong wind of Hong Kong do to me this time. May God and pei zhen be with me.

Come October, and it's showtime.