Pride

I spent time watching Takuya Kimura's "Pride" again. Yes, again. I guess it's the 5th or 6th time, well that's not the point. The point is I am hungering for pride. Yes I am.

Some people might think I hunger for love all along. Or girls. Although I am kind of obsessed with girls in the past, until now only I know that what I am really obsessed with is to defend my pride in what I am aspiring to achieve and achieving.

Yes, tonight I pray. I pray for glory that is destined to come with the report I am going to start writing a while later.

I don't know why but my guts just keep telling me that miracles are going to happen. And they are coming, like now. God be with me. Buddha be with me. Guanyin ma be with me.

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FYP

What goes on tonight? Or should I ask, what's going on with me these few days?

Well it's all about Final Year Project (or you can call it Fucking Yucky Penis). But with all due respect, I am enjoying the torture it is giving me. Sadistic huh? Sad, yeah.

So tomorrow I gotta hand in the report, and the day after tomorrow I have another report to pass up. Midterm on the coming Wed and Thurs some more. Wow, this looks even more fun! So much more to come and yes you are right! I am blogging!

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CHEERS AND TO VICTORY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Bottleneck-ing

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Fools and Luxury

I won't wait for words, anymore. I told myself that since uni year one summer. And this still hold, at least yeah it holds. And now I'm so so gone.

A person full of pride, I know that I need to file down the street, no matter what. A street lined with fools and luxury, just like what the lyrics sang. Will luxury buy you? It won't buy me, at least not my soul and my feelings.

I hunger for the best in me, and for the best in me I will fight. Two hands up with two legs charging forward I'll fight and fight and fight, never knowing my limits. Yes, from now on I fight. This is how I'm forced to live.

And yes, these nights will go so quietly after all these. I have absolute faith in that.

Pace

Learned how to appreciate what is good for me and what is not in Penang; Learned to take care of my health accordingly after coming back to Hong Kong.

Life is moving on, and we are getting old, at the same old fucking pace. The only difference is the music and the books that walk us through the time.

Last month is Lydia and ATB. This month is Elliott Smith, Waterboys and ATB. Just picked up George Orwell's '1984' and Thomas Mann's 'The Magic Mountain' for casual read. Picked up a book by 劉伯溫, the renowned military strategist and philosopher in China who aided the Ming Dynasty to defeat the Monguls, for a little mind-drilling activity. And as usual, the all-time favorite Three Kingdoms novel on my desk once again.

You know what, this is life. Not just movies, dramas or whatsoever. Books, music and coursework, I am still looking for a balance. As far as things they are now, I am doing fine. ^^

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