Fall to Pieces

Since when i start to believe in pure love? i dunno. maybe it's there when i first saw those eyes. i never believe in a long-lasting love before i actually look into those eyes deeply. Ever since that, i have been living in a slower timeframe; i have been in love.

I pray that these feelings will be experienced by every other ppl in this world too. It's not strong, it's not passionate and it's not possesive. It's like a serene stream of river, flowing at a peaceful pace, and lighten up my life.

No matter where i went; no matter how the starlights shine, this particular piece, the purest of feelings, move me along. And all along, whenever i fall to pieces, i know it the best, there'll always be a warm feeling inside to pick me up.

Here, i walk on.

(video cuts from movie "A walk to remember".)

忆月如

看完了"仙剑奇侠传"，始终迟迟不能不回头重温林月如的种种。我们何尝不是别人的另一个月如？今天风紧夜冻，愁绪袭来，我也差点忘了，我曾经会哭。

红颜如月有圆缺，
君名逍遥莫悲切。
昨日总总心深种，
他夜梦里现芳踪。

放下

Long after things been not going the way they are, we start to question ourselves: why? then we give ourselves some reasons which back us up for the decision we made to stray away from what we had waited all along.

Then, one day when we think of it, we regret. Those reasons collapse. It's because there're no such reasons exist in our world. The fact is the fact itself, as the situation is the situation itself.

As what the title means, what we have to do is actually to put it down. It seems easy but actually it's the hardest thing. It's not about being a taoist or buddhist or sth. It's very simple. Forgive everyone, and the most important thing is, forgive urself. To forgive is not to give the reason to urself that what is to blame and what is to not do...it means u can finally face the situation and the fact as the way they are from the very start. You feel the peace, and ur eyesight has opened up a land beyond ur imagination. And then you are able to put it down, then convey the true meaning of ur feelings with a peaceful tone.

Yup, as you bet...finally i m able to do it. After been through this much and after i watched 仙剑奇侠传, i started to realize things as the way they naturally are.

I do get emotional but the fluctuation has stopped. I can, i could say, face things as the way they are. It's the power of being able to 放下. I sincerely hope that you guys could understand my feelings one day. When you do, please share with me. I am more than happy to talk. ;-)